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Chapter 5: Where the Time Goes

            "Can't... Breathe... Need... Air!" I had been searching for what felt like forever just to find a place to hide so I could stop and take a breath. Finally I found a hollow at the base of a tree, just something small to hide in and I dove into that hollow as quickly as I could, knowing he was gaining on me.

            I know youre here little vixen. I can smell you. Can you smell me? Do you know what Im going to do when I find you?

            Close, so close. Please dont find me. I thought. Please dont find me.

            I felt him stop at the tree and I stayed still, not even breathing for fear hed hear me.

            I know youre there. I know you can hear me. He stuck his muzzle into the hollow of the tree and my tail was just close enough that he was able to grab on and start pulling me out.

            I yelped and started scrambling, trying desperately to get away from the jaws that had my tail in their grasp. I felt my back legs hit the walls at the opening of the tree, giving me just a little leverage to try and hold on. He kept pulling and soon enough hed either pull me out or rip my tail out of place or completely off.

            I woke up when Duvals car started up my driveway. I blinked, holding my head and looking around.

            You were half out of it and by the time I got in the car to start it you were already fast asleep. I didnt want to wake you since you looked so peaceful.

            I sighed, getting out of his car and heading to my back door, making sure he was close when I opened the door.

            Angeline…” I turned and looked at him as he spoke. Will. He rubbed the back of his neck. Do you want to move in with me? At least until you get everything figured out? Ive got the spare room and you know I keep it clean and there are plenty of sheets and things and I know you dont like being alone whenever things start to get weird or strange because youve spent a few nights with me and Ive spent a few nights at your place off and on and…”

            I laughed, smiling softly at this man in front of me rambling on after asking me if I wanted to live with him. Not like we hadnt talked about it before, but usually it came down to we both liked some space and we werent dating so it would just get awkward if he wanted to bring a girl home or if I had a guy I wanted to bring in.

            I realized he hadnt stopped babbling on about this and that I put my hand over his mouth, forcing him to stop. Are you asking just about moving in? He nodded and I stood there for a minute, thinking about everything.

            What do I do if he finds out about my secret? What if he ends up asking me to be his girlfriend? Could I break his heart like that? The thoughts flew through my head as I opened my door and picked my mail up. Maybe I should move in with him. I have had feelings for him for years, but what if he finds out Im a shifter? What if Devlin comes around? Could I really handle that? His brother is a wolf shifter and hates me. Though Devlin also hates Duval so the chances of him moving in would be slim to none and

            Angeline? Ange? Did I break your brain? Duval was waving a hand in front of my face when I finally came to.

            Sorry, just thinking. Lots on my mind kind of. I Let me see how I do here tonight?

            You want me to sleep over just in case?

            I nodded, And if I panic and freak out youre here and if I dont I dont.

            He smiled, Let me run home and get my bag packed. Ill be back soon.

            When he closed the door behind him something in my snapped and it felt like I couldnt breathe. Duval. Duval! I ran to the door and fumbled with the knob, falling through the opening when Duval opened the door. He caught me as I shook.

            Okay, youre moving in with me. No arguing. Lets get you some things packed. I nodded. There was no arguing and Duval was right. I was in no shape to be left alone.

            I love you, Duval.

BBY Ch.5
Aaaaaaand FLASHBACK! :giggle: Terribly frightening scene for me, but I really like the emotion. I feel bad for making Ange go through this stuff again.
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I'm doing this because I'm not as innocent as some of you might think and because of things that happened this weekend that I'd rather not talk about because I'm trying to calm down and relax from I'm going to share some stuff.

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex (friends)
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex 
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex 
[x] had someone in your room other than family (friends :3)
[x] watched porn 
[ ] bought porn 
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL: 7 (great start!)

[x] taken painkillers 
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine 
[x ] lied to your parents 
[x] lied to a friend
[x] sneaked out of the house
[x] done something illegal (very small, drank before 21. I'm a badass, huh? XD)
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone 
[x] gotten into a fight 
[x] wished someone to die 
[x] seen someone die. 
TOTAL: 17


[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night 
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 
[ ] been to a therapist 
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair 
[x] been in an accident 
[ ] been to a club 
[x] been to a bar 
TOTAL: 23

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish 
[ ] wore arm bands 
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names 
[x] listened to rap 
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 25

[] dressed Gothic 
[ ] dressed lolita
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stolen something 
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted 
[x] laughed at someone's pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 27

[x] had a crush on a friend 
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone 
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut 
[ ] Installed speakers in your car
[ ] broken a mirror 
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 32

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail 
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury 
[x] gone to court (not like you think.)
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping 
[x] caught something on fire 
[ ] lied about your age 
TOTAL: 37

[] owned/rented an apartment/house 
[x] broken the law in the police's presence (j-walking)
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger 
[x] hugged a stranger 
[ ] licked a stranger
[x] been verbally harassed
[ ] been physically harassed 
TOTAL: 41

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight 
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight 
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex 
[ ] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 48

GRAND: 48 = I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!! XD

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm Average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a Bad Influence]
If You Have More Than 40... Write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I Should be in Jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I Should be Shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I Should be Dead]
  • Listening to: Family.
  • Reading: Nothing started yet.
  • Watching: My desk and the many things on it.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Lunch.
  • Drinking: Water!
1. What sexuality are you in?
Heterosexual (Straight)

2. Are you in a relationship?
Happily so.

3. If yes, who is your partner?
I refer to him as Catfish.

4. If no, do you want to be in one?
n/a

5. What would you do if a person of the same gender wants to date you?
Gently let the person down since I'm straight. I have friends who are LGBT.

6. Do you believe in horoscopes?
Not really.

7. What zodiak sign are you?
Libra-Scorpio-Cusp

8. Are you in love?
Yes

9. How many relationships did you have?
I've had >.> like 10 relationships?

10. Which one did you like the most?
This one.

11. What are you looking for in your partner?
Kind, makes me laugh, knows when to cheer me up and when to just let me cry. Lets me do my thing while doing his. I love Catfish for who he is.

12. What should your partner know about you?
I don't hide anything from him. If he asks, I share.

13. For the physics; what would/do you like in your partner?
One of the things I love is his minibeard. XD It's just a little chin fuzz, but I love it.

14. Do you have any fetishes?
:evillaugh:

15. Would you like to be dominate or your partner?
I'd prefer to sub, but I'll dom if I need to.

16. Who did you have a relationship with in the past?
You come to the wrong question if you lookin' for names.

17. Do you still have contact to them?
Some.

18. If yes, how does your partner feel, if you have one?
He doesn't really seem to mind. He wants to meet one and he's met another.

19. Are you flirting a lot?
Only with Catfish.

20. Which of your past and current partners is the most similar to you?
XD Oh gods Catfish and Shao are the ones most like me. >.> Which is a little traumatizing.

21. Do others know that you have or had a relationship?
XD Yes.

22. Have you had your first kiss yet?
Yes. My 1st kiss wasn't what I'd wanted, but Catfish makes up for that.

23. Are you a virgin?
Yeah. And I'm not afraid to say it. I'm a pervy virgin.

24. What do you like the most about your partner, if you have one?
That he's him.

25. Do other people know about your sexuality?
Yeah.

26. How was your first relationship?
Awkward, filled with questions, ended oddly.

27. Your first love?
Everyone feels different. Catfish feels the best. There's a Johnny Depp quote about loving two people at the same time means you love the 2nd because if you'd really loved the 1st you wouldn't have fallen for the 2nd.

28. Which gender were your past relationships?
All males.

29. Do your parents/family members know about your love life?
They know about most of it.

30. Did someone reject you before?
XD Yeah, my best friend way back when rejected me when we were kids.

31. Are you happy about your love life?
Yes. I'm extremely happy.

32. Did you reject anyone?
I've broken up with people.

33. Do girls or boys like you more?
Seems to be guys. Though I'm often more "one of the guys" than "one of the girls" even if I have the girl's days.

34. Does your love like you back, if you are in love?
Yes. And we trust each other.

35. What was your cheesiest relationship?
I'm not exactly sure. Cheesy as in cliche or what do you mean?

36. Do you often show off with your relationships?
Sometimes. I'd rather be the one getting shown off and he knows it. I've also told him that before.

37. Do you remember all of your relationship's anniversaries?
Only my current one. And even then it's the date of our first date. That's what we celebrate.
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Background stuff.
  • Reading: Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood.
  • Watching: My desk and the many things on it.
  • Playing: Games!
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
XD Odd title because I'm feeling weird.

This last week on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday nights I got little sleep. Makes for very odd dreams.

Birthday is this week and Catfish gave me my present early because I have no time around my birthday to use the gift and it was a good way to get used to it and blah blah blah. Needless to say I'm going to be gaming a lot more. >.> 3DSXL and I bought Pokemon White and Pokemon X. Tips from other players are appreciated.

I didn't get work on Razor's Secret done Friday night because I binge-watched American Horror Story: Coven with a friend and it was AWESOME!!! We finished last night. >.> So good.

I'm going to be catching up tonight and using my games as treats/rewards.

Saturday was a girl's day with my mom and a friend and I found some books. Need to finish some and it's going to be interesting to see what happens.

My desk is an utter disaster right now. I need to clean it, but first I need TIME to spend cleaning. Maybe I'll wake up early tomorrow or clean tomorrow after work. Catfish is coming over Thursday and staying a few days and then I'm at his place for the weekend, so time is not in large supply.

Peace everyone.

~Heather/Razor
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Background stuff.
  • Reading: Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood.
  • Watching: My desk and the many things on it.
  • Playing: Games!
  • Eating: Burrito.
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew: Game Fuel (Lemonade)

Chapter 4: Anything For Her

            I would do anything for her. She's the only friend I have left who isn't in the gang and who doesn't know or care if I am or am not a shifter. I can smell that she is, but she hasn't said anything to me yet so I don't let on that I know. Devlin hates her for whatever reasons he has. When we first met her he made it very clear that he didn't like her and his dislike rapidly became hatred when he found out that I had a crush on her.

            We were 16 when our parents died. Devlin and I came home and within minutes a police officer was at the door to inform us. By law we could have a relative take care of us, but my parents had never put anyone down as godparents because either relatives wanted only me or only Devlin or neither of us. No one wanted two boys with polar opposite personalities.

            That's always how it's been. Devlin and I look a lot alike, but not exactly the same, but our personalities have always been different. He's cocky, I'm calm and quiet. Devlin didn't say anything about our parents dying except that he didn't want to have to move and start new somewhere else. I agreed that starting over would be hard and we ran all of our options with the police and lawyers and informed the school about what had happened. Devlin never acted as though it affected him in the least. I handled everything. He stopped going to school for a while. I'd hear him come home in the middle of the night, but by the time I woke up in the morning he'd be long gone, but he always came back. I'd been working by then and needed whatever sleep I was able to get.

            When our parents died Angeline was the only one who bothered to ask me if I wanted to talk about anything. All my teachers, and even some of Devlin's, asked if I wanted to talk about my parents. I'll never forget the day I really fell for Angeline. She was coming over to study and after school ended she met me at my car and sat on the ground waiting for me to get there. "I've been waiting for you." She said.

            "Could have come to my class or text me." I teased.

            She shrugged, "Could have, but the weather is nice and I'm okay with sitting outside for a while." She smiled at me and my heart melted. It always melted when she smiled at me.

            I typed in the code to unlock the car, opened her door, and then walked to my side of the car while she got in. The ride to my house was spent in silence aside from music playing. Some group that had disbanded for whatever reason they had even though they had a huge fan base and their music was always popular. I pulled in the drive and as I turned off the car she finally spoke.

            "You know," she paused, taking a deep breath as we turned to look at each other, "if there's ever anything you want to talk about, anything, you can always call me."

            "Even if it's 3 A.M. and I've had a bad dream?" I teased, joking.

            "Oh, especially if it's 3 A.M. and you've had a bad dream!" She said as I laughed weakly. "I mean it, Du, if there's anything you want to talk about give me a call. If you don't want to talk on the phone I don't care what time of day or night it is, I'll come over."

            We sat in utter silence as I gripped the steering wheel, staring down at my feet. My parents had been dead and buried for two weeks and people had not yet gotten the hint that I didn't want to talk about them. "Actually, there is something, Ange."

            "Yeah?"

            "Can we talk about ANYTHING that is NOT my dead parents?"

            "Pick a topic."

            With those three words I knew I'd fallen in love with her. I have been ever since. Seven years later and I'm still in love with her. I still haven't told her.
I'm doing this because I'm not as innocent as some of you might think and because of things that happened this weekend that I'd rather not talk about because I'm trying to calm down and relax from I'm going to share some stuff.

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex (friends)
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex 
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex 
[x] had someone in your room other than family (friends :3)
[x] watched porn 
[ ] bought porn 
[ ] tried drugs
TOTAL: 7 (great start!)

[x] taken painkillers 
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine 
[x ] lied to your parents 
[x] lied to a friend
[x] sneaked out of the house
[x] done something illegal (very small, drank before 21. I'm a badass, huh? XD)
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone 
[x] gotten into a fight 
[x] wished someone to die 
[x] seen someone die. 
TOTAL: 17


[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night 
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 
[ ] been to a therapist 
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair 
[x] been in an accident 
[ ] been to a club 
[x] been to a bar 
TOTAL: 23

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish 
[ ] wore arm bands 
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names 
[x] listened to rap 
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 25

[] dressed Gothic 
[ ] dressed lolita
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stolen something 
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted 
[x] laughed at someone's pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 27

[x] had a crush on a friend 
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone 
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut 
[ ] Installed speakers in your car
[ ] broken a mirror 
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 32

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail 
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury 
[x] gone to court (not like you think.)
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping 
[x] caught something on fire 
[ ] lied about your age 
TOTAL: 37

[] owned/rented an apartment/house 
[x] broken the law in the police's presence (j-walking)
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger 
[x] hugged a stranger 
[ ] licked a stranger
[x] been verbally harassed
[ ] been physically harassed 
TOTAL: 41

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight 
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight 
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight 
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex 
[ ] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 48

GRAND: 48 = I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!!! XD

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm Average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm a Bad Kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a Bad Influence]
If You Have More Than 40... Write [I'm a Horrible Person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I Should be in Jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I Should be Shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I Should be Dead]
  • Listening to: Family.
  • Reading: Nothing started yet.
  • Watching: My desk and the many things on it.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Lunch.
  • Drinking: Water!

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Heather
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I write, I take pictures, I offer help when I can. What more is there to say about myself? I've got some great people in my life like :iconphi9bo:, :iconvioletrogue:, :iconlupus2032:, :iconredoctoberrising:, :iconixris:, :iconvulpes-vulpes-fox:, :iconltgdomo:, :iconfreedom-dreamer:, :iconnightquake:, :iconev1l-monsterboy:, :icontheultimatet:, :iconsecretbetweenthewar:, :iconblackwolfsilverpaw:, :iconspiritboundwolf: and many many more.

YIM/e-mail: packwolf13
NaNoWriMo: Razor13 (nanowrimo.org/en/participants/… (same username for Camp NaNoWriMo)
Blog: hrshavor.wordpress.com/
IMVU: PoetRazor13
Tumblr: poetrazor13.tumblr.com
Current Residence: Same place for 23 years...
Favourite genre of music: Mostly Alternative Rock, but it depends on my mood.
Favourite photographer: Too many amazing people, but I don't look at this much.
Favourite style of art: Have you seen my favorites? I'm open-minded to styles.
Operating System: Win 7 and Win XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic
Wallpaper of choice: I almost always have something up so I don't see this much.
Skin of choice: Mine. Words. Music.
Favourite cartoon character: Jack by Timmit and Cast of Salem Uncommons! Too many more to list.
Personal Quote: "Sometimes the greatest gift is the sound of the one you love walking in the door." - Me
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Happy Birthday!!!!!! :heart: :tighthug: :heart: :tighthug: :heart: :tighthug: :heart: May you day be filled with fun, cake, and memories to last forever! :la: :squee: :la: :squee: :la: :squee: :la:
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Thank you Baho! :huggle:
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By the way, I noticed you had a DA birthday badge! How did you get it?
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Um... I'm not sure how. Oh! It was something they did for a certain number of dA birthday. 14th year. It was something like you logged on or participated in something they did for dA's 14th birthday.
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